HELLO TO THE WORLD!

I am here to post again :D
Didn't want to post. But i am trying to waste time. so that i wont have to touch my graded elective geography assignment which actually disgust me. SO GROSS.

went out yesterday. WITH LEEQIAOER :D had a really fun-filled and crazy day. haven't been manage to open up to someone for a really really long time. All the confessions caused me to have insomnia. well, Good communication is as stimulating as black coffee, and just as hard to sleep after. Its really different knowing something yourself, and saying it out to someone. Saying it out loud, is just as good as admitting that you did something wrongly, and finally accepting who you really are. And true enough, i've finally accepted that fact that i have a phobia for relationship yesterday. I always know that. but some part of me just manage to deny that. And accepting that fact just made me had a sleepless night. Maybe, i wont even get married next time. Hahas! but qiaoer just refused to believe that. Its true. i always back out when i know that i may like someone. Will never be able to overcome that phobia i guess.

Whatever it is, i am glad that i'd acknowledges that fact(:

few more days to chrsitmas!
few more weeks to school reopen.
few more months to O levels.
OH HOW TIME PASS!

and i havent touch my homework. how great.
okay i did touched. but literally just touched them. i need to start DOING. GRADED ASSIGNMENT.
just get it over and done with, and hurry finish O levels.
AND I SHALL RUN AWAY FROM ST NICKS!

woohooooooooooo

I AM GOING TO CUT MY HAIR LATER ): HOPEFULLY IT WONT BE A DISASTER ):THIS PICTURE I SO CUTE RIGHT?! HAHA! CREDITS TO QIAOER'S EDITING AND OUR HANDS :D

weiting said her piece at2:22 PM

shall post something if not lorraine will just nag non stop and tell me "I NEED TO KNOW ABOUT YOUR LIFE"

so here it is: my life.
pretty busy this holiday. busy going out actually. hahas(: and in a way due to the extra lessons and ld showcase and blah. my holiday is only around one month. which is kind of pathetic since we are suppose to get TWO MONTHS
and the teachers still tell us to RELAX and ENJOY our holiday since we need to and must mug hard when the school reopen. yea, with all the holiday assignments, i wonder how we are going to do that.

school reopen is gonna sucks since we;ll be going to the holding site with one lane cement track. i wonder how we are gonna pass NAPFA that way. we can't even over take others.

NEVERMIND ABOUT THAT.
i am at home today :D:D:D
havent beenm at home a single day since holiday started.
i have this WHOLE PILE of homework waiting to be done...
i dont even know whether i can finish in time, let alone revision
which we are suppose to do. WELL DONE.

SO MUCH WORK SO LITTLE TIME.

cousins' outing tmr cant wait :D

weiting said her piece at4:14 PM

Second post of the day...

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed
sing like bird
Dizzy in my head
spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile


love this song... Dont ask why. unexplainable(:
but do not read too much into it. i just think its nice. THAT SIMPLE(:

song title - Smile

(something people always forget to do. right?)

weiting said her piece at12:34 AM

finally decided to post again after...
2 months.
hahas.

Inspired to blog after reading others blog. Not because i felt that i am a failure in blogging, but more of expressing my thoughts.
not that i think anyone will actually be interested, but i do feel that people should express their thoughts more often through words.
rather than showing it through actions which sometimes will be a little extreme. Like, anger, will turn into a punch. O:

but i do feel obliged to explain my disappearance. despite the fact that i am busy, the real reason is that i've gone back to writing a diary. IF YOU ARE THINKING OF LAUGHING NOW, then stop(: because its really a good habit to keep a diary and penned your thoughts down.

not only it improves your analytical skills as you reflect on your actions, you'll learn and benefit from those reflections. okay great. i sound like some lecturer now.

life has been really great and enriching these two months. Catching up with friends, chilling out, doing alot of self-discovery, reading, blah blah blah. even though its supposedly holiday now and we are still suffering in the malicious hands of the teachers, school life is still wonderful overall. Fun, happy, engaging.

I know i will miss this campus alot next year. I will not fill sad though. Changes are good, both mentally and physically. Furthermore, since we cant change the fact that we'll be moving, then embrace it with optimism! That is another of my principle in life(:

chinese Os next week. i feel unprepared. and i AM unprepared. but i cant feel the sense if urgency gushing in. NO adrenaline to study in other words.
Tired out. off to write diary!

i love this soliditary in my own room, filled with calming music

just a random thought after i came across a book by Low Kay Hwa, a local writer, titled 'I believe you'.
its really a touching book. and the feeling stays.
Anyways, was just thinking: what is the probability of meeting a mutual, everlasting, true love?

Nights people.

weiting said her piece at11:35 PM

super busy these few days
loads to blog about(:
and many pics...

had Clique outing today
and i just realise my love for cliquEIGHT is still there.
strong and lasting.
no matter where we are, we will forever be so spastic and fun loving:D

just want to say
i love cliquEIGHT <3
once from cliquEIGHT, foever from cliquEIGHT(:

jean and lydia are not here today for the clique outing):
booooo.
so theres only 6 of us
but we still had fun:D

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